As you all already know back in May I accomplished something very important to me that I never thought I could get through but I am so happy I stuck with it. Some things are going on that Greg & I are setting our minds on & hope for the best we would really like to start a family when that will be who knows but we are very happy right now, no rush at all. I use to stress about it & think how fair is it that these 16 year old girls get pregnant on accident but when I want a baby so bad we can't get pregnant? I do not have a lot of patience so I am always being tested by the lord with that it gets so irritating but I have to have faith, I always think back to my patriarchal blessing and it says my husband & I would be blessed with children so I am holding on to that!! All I know is that when we do have our baby we will be more than ready we have grown a lot & have had to put selfishness aside I use to care so much about myself how I looked, what people thought of me, always having my way......well 2 yrs later and I havn't changed completely but have changed a lot.
My priorities in life our first the lord which means obeying his commandments going to church each week,prayer & scripture,dressing modestly,respect my husband,humbling myself & attending the temple! than comes my husband who I need to cherish & have respect for as he for I. I look at a lot of couples & think WOW I have so much respect for my husband & the lord to ever go out in public wearing things like that or to ever participate in things that married woman just don't do especially yell & put down my husband , it really amazes me how many woman I see taking their husbands for grandet. When I married Greg in the temple I made myself a promise that through my actions I would show him respect,faithfulness,love & happiness. To me that meant something really special being able to be in the house of the lord with my eternal companion ,best friend, & the love of my life I commited to him to be his & his only!!! Anyways this blog is all over the place I just had so many things on my mind &!Hopefully I'll be able to keep on the blog thing again.
